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Oi!! Sooo this is me, Hanum :p hmm I've deleted some posts, due to some 'changes'...
So how's life, peeps? Good? Awesome. Mine's been pretty good. Not. Really. Welp :| teenagers probs.
Aaaanywaaay, I finally got something I've been waiting for the last 2 years. My 1st love. He won't believe me. That was the first time I've ever had a crush on someone, when I first saw him. Deathly charming, he is. Geez. What is with me? I've fell too deep for this person. Where's my pride? -_-
He could be so annoying sometimes, yet very sweet at the other times. He's childish. Arrogant. Selfish. But he's so cute, he's kind, he's a very good keeper, he, sometimes, is wise, and he is hilarious! XD And of course, surprisingly sweet. :)
But he won't ever put his trust on me, and that, well, hurts. Pathetic, isn't it, to date somebody who doesn't want to believe in you? He doesn't even trust that I love him. He has reasons, behind it. He knows that I've done something really bad back then. It was so wrong, I know. But I also had reasons for that. And I won't do that to him. There's no way I would ever do that to him. How would I? I've been waiting for this guy and the time isn't short. And if only he knows, how do I feel about him. I was, and still, crazy in love, with this person.
I was more like his stalker, before we became an item. I was his fangirl (maybe I still am?). I went anywhere he went, I bought anything he bought at the school's cafeteria, I tried so hard only to guess the username of his Twitter account, I tried and tried to find his Facebook, I'd wait for him to come outta his class when the school bell rings, I made friends with his friends so that I can dig many things about him... And I was so curious how does his voice sound like haha. I was pathetic. Well, still am ._.
My eyes followed him, my ears were looking for his voice, and my brain didn't want to stop thinking about him, even for a minute. And they still do.
Ki, if you see this post, I can only say "Yes baby, your girlfriend is a nuts :)" and you knew it, rite? :p
He always says that I'm an autistic kid -_- he's rite actually, but sheesh, am yewr girlfrand! Boo! :|
Hhhh I miss him. We haven't talked to each other for 2 days now. I don't know what my fault is. I miss him. :(
I need him. I'm happy when he's with me. And I become a mess when he's far. This is cheesy, I know, it's purely just because I love him that deep. Yuck. I wanna puke writing those words -_- but for real.... I love him 'that' deep.
P.S. : Dear Kiki, if you find this post out one day, let's just consider that it wasn't me, who wrote this. This is embarrassing y'know -_-
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